Obviously, I have not been around as much as I once was. My attempts to post regularly were often interrupted with completely unintentional breaks in between. Months would pass before I even realized it, and I scrambled to get back into keeping in touch, only to have the cycle repeat itself. This really started right before I bought my house and has continued way too long. More things have happened than my just moving, of course, and life got in the way, work got in the way (boy did it!!), and I found myself questioning where I Was going with this.
Should I continue with my website and webcam and Niteflirt phone lines?
I have put a lot into my online "adult" work and it was not a decision I was going to make on a whim. I have gone back and forth with so many reasons for and against continuing to make fetish solo clips, having phone sex, and getting myself on webcam, just to name a few. I even went back to remind myself why I started doing it to begin with; because I enjoyed it. And that was the main factor behind my decision. For those months that I did not do it, I realized it was because it was less enjoyable and more like work since I was tired from other things, and wanted time to relax.
I love my fans, I love my followers, I love my subs, and I love the friends I have made. This past month or so I have been popping on more and more to various forums and websites and realized how much I missed it. Yes, I make money selling clips, getting on webcam, and talking on the phone. Yes it is like a business, and I do not do it for free, but I really loved doing it. I was reminded of that today.
So I will be breathing life back into my websites, my blog, my yahoo group, etc. I will be returning to enjoy myself more because I can. Life will still be busy. Oh, and yes there will still be people who will try to put me down because of my body type, because of the adult content, and just because they are jerks, but that was never something that put me off to it. And Yes, there may be times when I miss an update or two as unexpected setbacks never seem to be slowing down around here, but I will continue to keep you all updated on what is going on with me.
Thanks so much to everyone who has stuck with me through this crazy non-planned and completely accidental hiatus. I hope you enjoy what is to come!